Thursday, November 11, 2010

I'm Thankful For...

With the Holidays being just around the corner, I find that it's easy to get caught up in all the hustle and bustle and forget what the Holidays are truly about.  In this blog I just wanted to take the time to think about all the things in life I am truly thankful for. 

1.  First and foremost, I am thankful for my husband, Scott.  I've never met such a wonderful individual.  He's the sweetest, most hardworking, driven person I have ever known.  I couldn't have picked a better husband, best friend, supporter and father of my children, and I'm pretty lucky he chose me to be his wife!!  Basically in my eyes, he's perfec through and through.

2.  My precious baby girl.  God gave us the most wonderful gift this year when he gave us Caroline.  He blessed us tremedously with a happy, (most of the time :)) healthy little girl.  She has brought so much joy to our lives in the last 7 weeks and I absolutely cannot wait to see her growup to be a wonderful, loving, Godly woman.

3.  My family.  My mom, dad, sister, stepmom, stepdad, neices, nephew, grandmother.  These people mean the world to me and give true meaning to the phrase "Family is everything".  All of them are such wonderful people and I'm truly lucky to be a part of this family.  We are all so blessed to be so happy and healthy.

4.  Our home.  Even though we have some distance between us and the rest of the family, there truly is no place like home and I thankful we have such a beautiful one to come home to.

5.  I am thankful Scott allows me to be able to stay home and take care of our Caroline.  I've learned that this is not a right but a privilege, and I am so thankful to spend my day taking care of this sweet little girl and our home.  I thank God every day for this.

6.  Tanner and Mia.  We love our furbabies and they will always hold a very special place in our hearts.  They were after all our "first babies"!

7.  Those who serve our country.  I am thankful for those who risk their lives and give up time with their family in order for us to be free.

8.  This one I'm dedicating just my mom.  My mom is my biggest fan and one of my best friends.  She is one of my strongest supporters.  The wisdom she have given me over the past years has help shape me into the peson I am today.

9.  The great outdoors!!  There's nothing like getting outside this time of year when the weather is gorgeous!  I love bundling up in sweaters and sitting by the fire pit with friends and family.  Doesn't get much better than that!

10.  And last but not least... I am thankful for today.  I am thankful I woke up to face another wonderful day in this world.  Today also gives you the opportunity to get things right and make positive changes.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Caroline's Labor and Delivery!! (Better late than never!!)

Now that Caroline is six weeks old, I have finally found the time to sit down and blog about the wonderful day she was born.  On September 23rd, Scott and I woke up at 4:00 a.m. to get ready to head to the hospital for our induction.  We arrived at labor and delivery at 5:30 a.m. where our nurse took us back to our room and got the show on the road.  Dr. Schmidt arrived at 7:30, broke my water and started pitocin. I went into the hospital dilated at a 2 and 80% effaced.  At around 10:30 a.m. I received my epidural which knocked out all contraction pains, the only thing I could feel was my stomach tighten up whenever a contraction would come on.  That was a blessing because according to my monitor the contractions were extremely strong and about a minute apart.  Having such strong contractions we thought for sure I would dilate pretty quickly... we were wrong.  I was slow at progressing.  The nurse had me on my right side, left side, hands and knees (which was not fun), and every which way you can imagine to get the baby to move down.  I finally made it to 8 centimeters at about 2:30 p.m. and stalled out.  Each hour passed until 4:45 and I was still at an 8 and 90% effaced.  At this point I was exhausted, even though you don't feel your contractions with an epidural, your body is still working extremely hard.  Poor little Caroline's heart would sky rocket at each contraction which was stressing me out as well.  Finally, Dr. Schmidt arrived, checked me and informed us that she was head down, but face up and her little shoulder was lodged, which was keeping me from dilating any further.  She told me that we could try to wait it out a little longer and see if her position would change any, but chances were slim to none and the chances of infection go up when you stall out for so long. I started crying because after 10 hours in labor and having to head to the O.R. didn't make me happy, but I was utterly exhausted, ready to see my baby and under no circumstances wanted to pose any risk to Caroline or myself.  So there I went!!  I forgot to mention how incredibly awesome my Dr. was and allowed my mom in the operating room as well.  So I had double the support, which was awesome.  At this point, I don't remember too much but struggling to keep my eyes open and feeling lots of tugging.  about 15 minutes in, Dr. Schmidt told me I was going to feel some pressure, and then at 5:30 p.m. I heard  her say "Hello Beautiful" and raise her up so I could see her.  Tears started streaming, I heard her beautiful cry, and then I was passed out again!! Scott went with her down to the nursery where the rest of the family were anxiously waiting to see her! It was the most wonderful day of my life, besides marrying Scott.  Sorry if it seems I've rambled on and on, but a lot of this is for my memory as well!  Here are a few pictures of our day! 
Leaving for the hospital! (I have no idea what is all down my shirt)

All ready to head in to meet our baby girl!

Mom got to go too!!

Could not keep my eyes open

Brand spankin' new!!



Love at first sight!!